Epipony

So my whole life I kind of just took it as fact that I was homely, ugly...name the word. Then just now I remember being out at Anns Old Time Tavern with Liz who I was really tight with at the time. We were talking about how I felt towards my looks and she just said, "Thats not it" I said then what is it? She said I had an aura of don't touch me. I vehemently denied it because thats now how I felt. But maybe it was just how I was. Food for thought.